Friday, January 4, 2008

HAPPY KIND OF SAD

Hey, hey, it's the New Year! Sabe ko di ba, not so looking forward! well kinda. tendered my resignation before the year ended. boss told me to give it some thought. i did. my decision as of january 3 was to really go na. then had a talk with boss again. then it was 60%-40%. 60% to go.

Yesterday, finally called up mina. she told me i should stay. since from what i tell her, she finds nothing wrong naman daw with my situation. it's just that i'm tired. take a break and get back on it again.

weighing both sides: first, i don't wanna change my decision cuz i already made it. what would people think of me pag nagbago pa ng isip. friday was my deadline. went to his room and he asked me. i told him, i need more time. he said, well, he kinda needs it na daw. so i told him i've decided na naman from the start. so sabe nya, stay then think things over along the way. sabe ko along the way to laguna, sabe nya, along the way meaning several months.

so he finally told me, ano na? fight ba? sabi ko, sige sir, fight! but i really wasnt sure if i should have said fight. it's just that with him, when you talk to him, everything you've planned on standing for.......goes pffffffffttttt...... All of a sudden, he's again the boss i've always admired for his vision.

haaaaaaay......i'm such a sucker for people with vision. i should start having mine!

now, i feel like a whore! hope after the outing things start to change for me. but then again, it's not like it's gonna change as soon as i wake up, i still have to make that decision for myself!

ayayayay, and in the words of jin, "you don't choose who to love, love chooses you"


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