Thursday, February 26, 2009

archives - so sick oct 14, 2008

I've been sick for 4 days now! Thanks to the gloomy weather, i get to stay in bed all day. And many thanks to the makers of Benadryl, I get to sleep while i stay in bed all day.
Being at home sick, makes you feel helpless in a lot of ways. i miss work. oh yeah, i do! eeeew, i think i really love what i do hahahahahaha. or i just miss the people i work with. well, i guess both! this is the only job that makes my utak work like an utak. well, my previous jobs din naman, kaya lang it gets to a point na pampadagdag pounds na lang ang brain ko. tipong i won't miss it that much pag tinanggal sya ni Lord hahahaha.
Pero now, i feel like it works fast. really fast! gets the red out in 60 seconds!
Well, kase siguro, i stopped any form of corporate ambitions na and started working on how to help others work on their ambitions. nope, i'm not playing the altruistic card, and i don't think i'm even close to being capable of it, (hahahahaha, ask anyone i know on how self-centered i can get). it's just that it's different here, at iq/mtc. you don't feel like you are working for yourself, it's a "bigger than you" thingy, actually. and you just get that feeling.
i guess, that is why i try to work my ass off, just to make things right. my brain doesn't stop working. i just know, there's something in store for everyone here. something greater than what it was envisioned at the start. it has evolved. and i won't stop until i figure it out. until i see it come to fruition. whether i'm here or elsewhere.
or then again, i'm just hallucinating from all the benadryls i've ingested.
basta.

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